emerarudosempai

Hi guys, sorry I won't be able to update much on anything. I'm still having trouble walking around and have to hold my chest in when I cough lol. I've also got about 40 unread messages that i won't be able to go through nor emails or the 150+ tumblr notes, sorry >__<. So i just got my open heart surgery done....Tuesday, I think? the surgery itself took 6 hours but I've actually no idea, I wasn't aware of anything until midnight of that night and i was really drugged up and really really thirsty xD;. Open heart surgery is a hell of a ride, try to take care of your hearts guys, start young =A=;;;. it's like day 5 and i still have trouble